Sunday, April 19, 2015

Random thoughts

maybe in life we go though struggles to unbecoming who are not and become the person you are meant to be


I sit and sip my coffee and look out my window to watch the snow falling
For the first time in forever I feel a new found calm and peace letting me know everything is going to be okay I need to trust in god
Let it go …..
The pain I been carrying the hurt and doubt the unspoken words I can’t change the past but can live for each moment I choose to not let my pain control me or my future 

 All too often you speak simply to fill the space with sound, because you feel too uncomfortable with the silence. But this silence is golden. Only in silence you can hear God speak to you. Only in silence can a real prayer, a heart prayer be born. Next time you start chattering, stop and feel into the silence, feel its shape, its texture, and then slowly and silently say only what really has to be said.

Words are powerful they can lift someone up and inspire them to see the light or they can bring someone down do the dark make them doubt themselves I love words and the truth they hold and how they can help others

Yes, God loves you. Very much. Unconditionally. Like a mother loves her child, unconditionally. Even as she slops her child hand to protect from being burnt by a fire, her love infuses her whole being. So with God. God's love for you infuses the whole Universe.

Faith is a gift

Faith is a gift from God but you must nurture your faith to keep it strong faith I always remind myself faith is a verb which tells me I need to act on it praying is great but we also need to act upon

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

I am ........

I am daisy in the middle of hurricane
I wonder why there's so much hate
when it's free to be kind and easier
the are rain drops in the snow
I see angels on the moon
I want to laugh and smile with grace
and wisdom
I am a daisy in the middle of hurricane
I feel the pain of others ill hands
who try to bring me down
I touch the ocean bottom
I worry the stars will stop shinning
and I'll be left in the dark
I cry out and let it all go
as seems everything fell apart
I am a daisy in the middle of hurricane
I understand how to be loving mom
I say I won’t lose hope or be broken
I dream of peace
and the storm will pass
I am a daisy and I’m holding on ........

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Normal is a setting on washing machine

So much I want to say this is April autism awareness month which is nice to have awareness but did you know if you say the word AUTISM .....90% of people have heard about autism we need more acceptance and understanding compassion
I am so fed up with hearing stories about children being mistreated in school by teachers due lack of training and children suffer too many are being hurt I want to say think a big reason reason this happens in our society is Autism Speaks !! it just hurts those with autism they want to cure and fix but you can't change who you are this only hurt the aspie's with the high standard of trying to make everyone trying to fit in and be ''normal'' sets those on the  spectrum to fail and many care givers hurt aspie's
I wonder why be normal or NT is the way the we must all be why can;t we embrace the difference cause if we are thinking a like what's the point
we need brilliant minds to think outside of the box
just think for a moment if we cure the   spectrum and try to cram everyone into a one size fits all box we can say goodbye to new ideas
once in court one of the teachers said that my twins act as if cure the pure  ignorance you don't cure autism just like you don't cure who you are why are we so scared of anything we don't understand .....
as if it's wrong we want to raise awareness yeah, we are all aware about people having autism (ASD) but are we understanding to their needs how they see the world do we stop and take time to listen or we too busy trying to fix ? just cause it's different don't make it wrong